Well, I am so frustrated I could scream…Computer problems are beyond me. I tried all day to solve them, but the solutions are not forthcoming! So I will try again tomorrow to post the Wednesday segment of AN AGREEABLE MAN.
In the meantime, here is one way I have found to relieve frustration of any kind. I am going outside to submerge myself in Nature!
THE COUNTRY
Come with me to the country and let’s just walk around.
Get out of your truck and start looking,
Start smelling,
Start melting into the whole scene.
The grass and the trees
and the rocks …and the bees…
Oh, yes! Nature can be dangerous!
You might get stung,
You might get bitten,
You might get poison ivy – but
You might get hooked!
Look…
Take a good, long look.
360 degrees, if you can.
Where do you fit into the picture?
All the green, green grass,
All the puffy white clouds,
In the glorious blue sky!
Birds singing and flying,
butterflies, and yes,
The bees!
Still flying around,
Still pollenating, still doing their thing,
(and they will sting, you know – it is their thing!)
No artist could adequately paint these colors
because
These colors come with emotions built in.
Each hue creates a memory,
Each scent ties you to certain flowers
(remember the honeysuckle?)
And they will evoke this afternoon
When we remember it.
And the sunshine!
My God! How soft and warm it feels,
Like a kiss from the Creator,
or an arm around our shoulders!
You asked me once if I were a religious person;
I am not very “religious”.
I have not yet found God in any church I have visited.
My God is so much bigger than a building!
And God is here!
Not a personage, but the God that is Beauty,
and Peace,
and Order,
and Purpose,
and Hope,
and Forgiveness,
and Love…
Most of all
Love.
That God is here
Don’t you feel it?
It is as if God came down one day
and had a passionate affair
with flirtatious Earth!
And the result is all this beauty and glory!
A true Love Child…
The Earth hums and shimmers
And sighs and cries and dies and is reborn
As Life unfolds before her, within her,
every Day and every Night,
Over and over again.
Too soon,
It’s time to go.
Take one last breath,
Stay one last minute,
Close your eyes and feel
All this around you!
Smell the Earth!
Take off your shoes and
Wiggle your feet in the soil.
Feel the warm air on the hairs
of your arms!
Drink it all in…
Listen…
After a while, you wil swear
That the Earth is talking to you
Because you can almost hear
Her sweet whispers in your ears…
Her message?
‘Come back soon!
I’m not done with you, and you
Are not done with me…’
She whispers enticingly
‘Come back to the country
And lose yourself,
And find yourself,
at the same time…’
What does She mean?
She means that you need to hear the message
She is passing on to you.
The message that you can’t hear
at home, at work, in the world you live in,
because of all the noise…
So, above all,
Listen.
There is a message here just for you.
It has your name on it.
It is yours for the taking.
Write it down if you have to,
because you will need to remember it,
Especially when you go back
Into the Jungle…
Love child?!?! BEAUTIFUL!! I love the country -born and raised. It brings feelings to the surface just as you wrote!! WELL DONE